So this afternoon I found myself in the middle of the Eucharist which ends a Cursillo Weekend. People kept sort of half apologising that I might find its exuberance a bit hard to cope with – if only they knew about some of the more extraordinary worship experiences which lie in my past and, indeed, those from which one yearned only to be released. Obviously a very intense experience for the participants and an amazing level of support from former participants – the 4th Day. I told them about the rather devastating question put to me on the phone last night be one of my former colleagues, ‘David, do you still believe in Jesus?’ It was the ‘still’ that troubled me. Does she think it stops at Episcopal Ordination?